Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Time with Daniel.

What a fun Christmas we had. It's been so good having Daniel home and the girls have soaked up every minute with him. Last night Anelyn was laying in my bed with me and telling me how much she loved Daddy, how she's sad he has to go back to the army, and how much she's going to miss him. I love that they love him and have missed him every bit as much as I have.

Siriana was so excited for her present from santa. She really didn't care about any of her other presents. All she wanted was a barbie from santa...and she got it. They got to see santa right before christmas at grandma and grandpa's christmas party. I think she was as excited for santa to come as she was for daddy being here. =)

Lexie has never really asked for much for christmas. She did want an mp3 player but what she wanted most was to start her nutcracker collection. Daniel found this nutcracker and I thought it was one of the most traditional looking nutcrackers. A perfect way to start her collection!


For anyone who know's who Aly & AJ are, they are 2 sisters who started on the Disney Channel and now both sing and "play the guitar" together. Both are very talented. That is now my Gabriella. All she wanted for christmas was a guitar. So we found this pretty inexpensive guitar and a perfect lesson book to go with is. She's played everyday since and is so cute. She's starting to learn the chords along with teaching her basic tunes. She's super excited...Ok, so am I cause I am going to learn right along with her. It's not an easy instrument to learn but well worth it! Go Gabriella!!!




One book I always try to read every year but have yet to succeed in finishing is The Christmas Box. I read through once when I first got it and have started it every year since. We got about 2/3 of the way finished this year. Maybe next year we will get 3/4 of the way through. Maybe it will be a funny tradition of ours.





The girls love their daddy so much. I've found them this way many times. They just lay there and have watched lots of christmas movies. It's one of my favorite pictures.






We went sledding on a golf course in town. The Pro shop is at the top of the hill and the only way to get to the golf course is one of the hills on either side...which makes for perfect sledding. It was the biggest hill I've ever gone sledding down. It was so exhilarating and frightening at the same time. All my girls were so brave. None of them showed an ounce of fear. Siriana was having so much fun that she even slid down the hill backwards and by herself.







Poor Daniel was so use to carrying the twins everywhere and doing everything for them that he kept on still doing so. He was a little sad when he reallized how independant they have become while he was gone.
It's been so good having him home but has gone by way too fast. We've just started getting back into a groove and he's got to go. =( There's just never enough minutes in the day. But we are going to hold on to every memory to get us through the next couple/few months. Not sure when we are going to see him again. But I have a feeling it's not soon enough!








Wednesday, December 17, 2008

3 more days

Well I basically haven't written in a month and a half. Hard to believe its been that long. I've been counting down the days til Daniel comes home. We are down to 3 days and I am excited, nervous, anxious, and tired. Excited because...well obvious reasons of not seeing him for the last 3 months and all that that encompasses. Nervous because I wonder how the twins will react to him. Will they be excited, mad, or even worse...just indifferent because its been so long that they "got use to him not around". Anxious because it's been so long and also because of all the feelings that comes with him coming home but only for 11 days. It's almost like going through the 12 step program or something. Denial that he's here. Angry that he has to leave again. Scared he could get hurt...more. Happy to have him home. Tired from preparation to him being here and all we are going to try to 'cram' in while he is here. blah, blah, blah. But I have been so tired of doing this without him and sad that he will only be here for so short a time. But...I wouldn't trade these 11 days for anything in the world. I can't wait to hold him in my arms again or to see him holding his girls. To watch them do their favorite activity with dad, snuggling and watching a movie. I am really excited to have him here for christmas. It's hard to imagine christmas without him and glad he doesn't have to spend it alone. What will this next here have in store? We could live anywhere and Daniel could be doing who knows what for a job. I wonder where my girls will go to school and who their teachers will be? When will the twins be able to go to school again and when will I ever have free time again? What will our home look like? Will I be able to run, hike, climb anything? How will I expend my energy and keep close to nature? I'm going to miss the mountains and the clean air of Utah. I will miss Daniel's family. I will miss my friends I have made here. But I love new adventures with new scenery and a new place. I hope it will be somewhere that I find good people, happiness, and a deeper understanding of life!